The Woman Who Goes Through Initiations

A memory popped up on my socials from a year ago when a new client signed with me, and she was terrified, but she did it anyway. That reminded me of the time I went to an event in Dallas when I became a firewalker. At the time, I didn’t know why I did it exactly, but looking back now I get it.

It’s about the scary decisions. Making the scary decisions that lead you to your people, the decisions that lead you through an initiation, leading you where you’re meant to go, make that ripple effect.

It might feel like nothing is working, like you’re crazy. Are you really willing to do more? To do the scary things? To believe in something new, trust, and have faith? What are you here for?

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Transcript

Tatiana Amico: 1:17

I shared this thought that I'm going to be sharing in a moment on my social medias the other day. And it was actually a memory that had popped up from the previous year. So I had shared it last year and it popped up and I was like, oh, damn, yes, this is so good. And it brought me back to why I shared the thought that I had, which is there is something so magnetizing about a woman who makes a scary decision. That brings up a lot of what she has been suppressing because she knows it's leading her to where she is meant to go. And I had shared that like soon after I had a new client joined my higher level, longer term, higher investment coach. Experience. And I just, it was not an easy decision for her, right? It was an F yes, I'm doing this and she did it, but it was scary for her. And soon after she joined, like she was, she had new clients coming in and just a lot of things were happening for her. And it's just, it's so true because the energy of saying, fuck yes to yourself. Especially when it's scary as heck. Is magnetizing a woman in that energy is magnetizing when she trusts herself so much, when she listens to herself, when she listens to her desires, when she knows what it is that she wants, and she's making the decisions in alignment with that and who she must be in order to have what she wants, like that shit is powerful and it is felt by others, right? This is energetic. This is what we do in my world. Like full body embodiment, all this kind of stuff. We don't just do mindset. Do like strategy and shit like that. We're doing energetics and embodiment, which is a whole other level. Right. So I have done this so many times too. So I started thinking back to myself and I'm like, damn, yes, this is it. Like, this is what it's all about. In 2016, I went to an event my daughter I'm actually looking at a picture of her. Right. She was a little baby, like around that time. So I think she was what, maybe like six months old. And we went to an event in Dallas. It was a big, big, big event. I would be there all freaking day, all day, all night long. And my husband would bring her to me to feed her. Like it was a whole thing, but I went, I showed up anyway and it was an amazing experience. And the first night I had to walk across. Very very, very hot coals. Right. I became a fire Walker that, that night, and it hit me today. I didn't know why I was doing it when I was doing it. Right. I did it cause they were like, yeah, let's do it. And you know, whatever I was in the moment, but now it's hitting me. Now, it's all making sense. And this can happen. Often we do something, we go through something and then we look back. As we are like this whole new person and we look back to something that we've done, we're like, oh yes, yes, yes. This is all making sense now. But I started thinking about it. I didn't have to do it. Right. Like there were, I don't even a lot of people, thousands, tens of thousands, a lot, a lot of people. So nobody would have known if I didn't do it. Right. Like I wasn't being tracked. Right. They wouldn't have known if I didn't do it. And I almost didn't do it. But I did it. I did it. I made it through, I made it to the other side. I'm sure I felt my power in that moment. All the endorphins were going all of that, but it was a scary decision to do that. And I did it anyway. Two years later, I went to another event put on and this time I had to climb up a 40 foot pole and jump off. I have a whole story about that. That was an amazing experience as well, which I almost didn't go to because I had some money, shit coming up and blah, blah, blah. Like there was a lot coming up, but I felt this pulling. It was like, you have to go, you have to go, you have to go, like you're being called to do this. And it was there at that event after jumping off the pole, maybe a few days later that I had this voice just come through and it was like, you're here to do so much more. This has happened for me in the past, obviously many, many times it was like, no, you're here to reach more women in another way, in a next level way, you are here to do so much more. And soon after that came my book, an opportunity to write a book, which I took, which that was a very scary decision. One. The investment was more than I've ever invested in anything in my life. And to just who I had to become in order to write a book, to put my story out there in that way. And I mean, if you want to like, get all your shit out, write a book, like so much came up for me when I did that, you know, I say that being an entrepreneur, a lot of your stuff comes up. Writing a book is the same thing, actually, a podcast as well. So we make this Garry decisions right. To become the woman that we must be in order to have what we desire last week. I went to a waterpark and indoor water park with my family. And my son is finally at that age where he's like, let's go on the water sides. Let's do this. And he went and he's like, mom, you gotta go. You gotta come with me. I'm telling you, like I was freaking the F out about it. Woman, you gotta do it. Go fricking do it, go on the Waterside. Like I was talking myself into this. I felt the butterflies as I was going up those stairs, but I went down and it went down again and again and again and again, and we had so much fun. So the scary decisions, so we know this, yay. I'm going to make a scary decision. I'm going to be so magnetizing. Well, here's the. There's also these periods one of my mentors said this to me and I was just like, oh my gosh, I feel this so deep in my soul. I love this so much. These periods that are called initiations initiations. It's that like? Gooey funky thing. I don't know. Like, that's just how you're feeling like, oh my goodness, what is happening right now? I don't know what's going on. Like you're making scary decisions. You might think you're fricking crazy. Other people might think that you're crazy. You're going to have to let go of certain things. You may be feeling all kinds of emotions, sadness, anger. I don't know. There could be excitement. It's like a whole, it's hard to even explain when you're in it, but you know, again, that you're in it for a reason and you're going to get through it and then. You're going to be able to lead others in a whole new way that you never even knew was possible, right? Because you have led yourself and you have been initiated, and now you are the woman that can help your people that are a few steps behind you. With that too. So we go through this for a reason. So the scary decisions are for a reason it's leading you to where you are meant to go to be that leader that you must be for your people to show others what is possible to create the ripple effect. So again, you might think you're crazy. It might feel like nothing is working. And these are those. These are those moments. Again, it's like that initiation, it sees. do. I allow myself to dip down into that into the it's not working bullshit, or am I going to keep going? Am I going to trust that every single thing is working for me? Am I going to trust that every decision that I have made every scary decision that I have made every move that I have made towards where I know I meant to go all the aligned moves, all of that is leading me to where I'm going. Even if right now in this moment, it doesn't look. Even if right now in this moment, it seems like nothing is working. And I thought of that as I was thinking of what I was going to say for this. I started thinking about, I was telling my, my husband and I had a day night last night. I would just start sharing this with him. I specifically remember this with my last two. So I have three kids and I birthed all of them, no medication. Like my first was born in a pool thing. My other two were born at a birthing center. And that last stage of labor, which is so perfectly named transitions. That last stage of labor, where I remember thinking to myself, man, I'm getting, I'm getting choked up thinking about this. I remember thinking this isn't working. And I remember thinking what's wrong with me? Why am I not? Why are they not coming? What is going on? This is like fucking horrible. Like this hurts so bad. I don't think that I could take it any more. Like nothing is working. I remember literally saying that to my. Over and over like this isn't working, there's something wrong. Like, there's something wrong with me. This isn't what, what is happening? She's not coming. She's not coming. Like what is going on? And she just kept saying, everything is working. It's fine. You're doing fine. This is exactly how it's meant to be. You're fine. You're fine. You're fine. And I had to surrender and I remember so, especially with Arden, my third. That moment of complete surrender, where I went into, I don't even know where the hell I went in that moment, but it was just pure trust and faith, pure trust and face. So whenever I am in a moment where I am thinking, oh my God, nothing is working. Why isn't anything working? I remember that moment. And I surrender and I remember what true, like really true trust and faith feels like. And moments later she came, she came. So we might think that things aren't working, we might feel like we're freeing on crazy, but it all is. We just need to go through that initiated. Transition releasing an old identity. In that moment, I released the identity of the woman who doesn't think that everything is working. She doesn't believe that everything is working into the woman who did right. So we must do that in order to go to that next level, that old identity is seeing things. That has you where you are right now, but you're wanting to go further. So you must have the new beliefs in order to do that. You must take actions from a different state, from maybe a different emotion from that different energy, right? I just want to share something that's been, it's coming up for a couple of clients and it's actually around the money and just chatting with them and seeing how. You know, so many live in this fear and scarcity around money, around many, many things, but around money as well, we were talking about and just thinking very like logically, right. We have been taught, especially around money. Like there's this paradigm of just thinking super logically around money and like the budgeting and making sure. You know, you don't go over this and you don't do that. And like hide the credit card and all this other shit. Right. So, So many live in this fear and scarcity around me. And being super strict and holding onto it so tight versus understanding that money is energy versus understanding, not even understanding like fucking knowing in their soul, that there is an abundance and so much as possible. Like there's so much possibility for. Believing that when you spend, when you invest, you get that back, time's a shit ton. And no matter what it is, I go, this just happened. I went to target and I just, I went in for something and they didn't have that. And obviously, you know, target fricking target, man. I ended up with a couple, a few other things. This is going to come back. I just think it, this is going to come back to me times. I don't even freaking know, but a lot. Right. Because every time that I spent, every time I invest, I know it comes back to me in times, 10 times, a hundred times, whatever the hell I want to say. I'm. Get a new freaking sexy ass vehicle that I've been desiring for like three years. And I've been having some stuff come up again, but I'm like, who am I tapping into right now? Is it the old identity of the scarcity and the fear and all of that? Or is it this new identity that you talk about all the time and that you say you embody the woman who listens to what she wants has a desire. It shows up for her and she says, fuck yes to it. No matter. So I'm going for it, right. I'm going for it. Scared I'm going for it. Okay. So it's the beliefs, it's the emotions that come up around it, checking in on those emotions, feeling those emotions. How do I want to be feeling instead around all of this and then doing the work to get there? Because there's a lot of talk in manifestation where it's like, just feel just, you know, how would it feel like to have this was like, if you've never freaking had it, you know, or it scares the crap out of you. That's not going to work. And this is what this whole season has been about. The reality, the truth, like let's really do this. So you're not just shiny objects all over the place. You're actually doing the work in order to get the things that you really, really truly desire the energetics around it. You stepping into this identity. Okay. Ooh. So that you're not blocking. The money or whatever it L whatever else it is that is literally all around you. Like everything you desire is right there. It's all there. But if we're not doing the work, then we're blocking it. We're not seeing it. The ideas and the opportunities are right there. We got to be open to actually seeing them. as things start to get comfy, You're going for an ex Saba. Right? Right. You wouldn't be listening to this if you weren't here for next levels and more and all that shit. Right. So if you notice as things start to get comfortable, it's a sign to get uncomfortable again. Right. It's assigned to get uncomfortable again. So when I'm working out and I'm doing a certain number of, let's just say squats with a weight. And it just gets so easy that I could do so many. I know that it's time for me to increase that weight. Right. If it's comfy, it's time for me to get uncomfortable again, because again, what we have right now is based on what we know that we can do that we've done. So to go for more, it's going to take you doing something you have. Or having that new belief, a new energy when you do the thing, because yeah, it might be the same thing, right? It might be the same action, but you're different when you do it, who you are when you're doing it is different. And the thing is, is you may not know what it is. That's next they got to do because. I haven't done it yet. Right. You'd be doing it if you knew. Right. So decide, decide decision time. Are you really, truly here for it? Ask what's next. And notice as you are given all of the opportunities and remember they're not going to be, usually they're not rainbows and unicorns. Sometimes, sometimes you know, it is right, but oftentimes we have to get through some challenges. We have to be able to walk across that fire, jump off that pole, go down the water slide, make it through that transition. In order to be the woman we must be in order to go to that next level. So notice when things get easy, do you stay there? Do you stay in the comfy? COVID. Or are you willing to go for more? Are you really, really willing to go for more, to do the scary things, to believe in something new to trust and to have faith. Are you willing to decide? Are you deciding and what is your decision? What are you here for? And remember this, that not everyone will get it right. Not everyone will get it. Not everyone will understand some of the things that I say in that I believe they'll look at me like I'm freaking crazy. They'll be like, don't listen to her. I mean, I don't know if people do this, but I'm just saying right. How can you think that you could just go and, you know, get that and get this and all, it's all going to come back to you and blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. Like, no, I know this. If you don't that's okay. You can decide to step into this vibe if you want. It's a very nice place to be, but if you don't. That's your journey, not mine. I'm not here to control you, but I'm here to be in command of myself. And so, again, not everyone will get it. It's not up to them, to it's on you to continue to honor yourself. And what you know is your truth and where, you know, you are going, even if it's not a perfectly laid out plan. So again, you know, that there is something so magnetizing about a woman who makes a scary decision. That brings up a lot of what she has been suppressing because she knows it's leading her to where she has meant to go. And she is willing to go through the initiation.